We have less than $10 in our checking account.
An awkward confession? Probably.
A sign of God’s faithfulness? Absolutely.
Even though we have less than $10, our bills are paid. We have food in our house. Our mortgage is current. We know that paychecks will be coming in the mail and direct deposits will be showing up in our account by the end of the week.
In a few days, it will be exactly six months since DH left his job in November. Six months. It’s absolutely unreal. It has been six months since we have had a regular, full time income in our household, and even though there are things that I want to buy, there is nothing I need to buy.
We are so well provided for that it’s overwhelming.
We stress, of course. We worry and fret and sometimes have to tell the power company that they’ll get their money a week late. We have to turn down opportunities to have dinner with friends because the fanciest thing we can afford right now if Chick-fil-A, and even that is only for special occasions like Date Day. Thankfully, we rarely worry at the same time, which we believe is God’s way of making marriage work. The calm one can always talk sense into the stressed one. :)
God has blessed us with work. We both have been given opportunities to make money by doing the things we love, whether it’s playing music (DH) or teaching and caring for children (me). We are still living free of any credit card debt. Money doesn’t fall from the sky, but sometimes the chance to make money seems to. I was given the opportunity to do some typing for a friend’s business and the amount I made added up to enough for me to buy shoes and get my hair done for a wedding that I’m a bridesmaid for in a few weeks.
I know that we probably won’t always live the kind of life where I’m happy to have only $10. I may even be able to one day get my haircut without budgeting tightly or buy dog food without checking the bank account. I think, though, that when that day comes, I will miss having to rely on God as much, as strange as that sounds. On a daily basis we see God’s faithfulness in providing exactly what we need, even if we selfishly think that we need more. We are reminded that our sustenance comes from God and God alone. For some reason He has seen fit to bless us beyond our wildest imagination, and we are thankful beyond words. As much as we turn to Him in the desert now, I hope that we turn to Him even more in the harvest that is to come one day in the future.